Pointless.

My life is pointless.

At least when it's summer, it is.
I don't actually have a long summer. I have like 4 weeks because I'm one of those unfortunate college students who studies in a school which has quarters instead of semesters. So we study almost all-year long. Yeah. I don't really regret it... okay, kind of. But every summer, I don't really do anything. So I figured that 4 weeks of vacation is better than more days to spend doing nothing.

And by doing nothing I mean -- spending hours and hours in front of the computer, lounging in front of the television looking for something worth your time to watch, not really sleeping at all, looking for something to eat every few hours.. or minutes. Yeah, my life is pointless.

Wait, let me talk to you about my sleeping problems because I'm amazed at myself for this. I don't really remember the first night this summer I slept late. All I know is that night after night, I always slept past midnight.. even way after midnight. Then I started sleeping at 4 am... then at 5 am... then at 6 am... then I usually woke up at 3 pm. One time, I started to read a book for me to feel sleepy, but I didn't, and I actually finished it, lol. I broke my waking up record last week (It was 4 pm and I'm still wearing my jammies, lol). But today, I broke my sleeping record. Actually, I haven't slept yet. And it's already 9 am. I don't know why, I just couldn't sleep. I was, again, reading a book to feel sleepy but I just couldn't. Then I stopped reading and looked at the ceiling instead... I was looking at it for two hours but my brain doesn't stop thinking and I wasn't near sleepy. I was thinking about the last book I read, what I will do tomorrow when I woke up, what would it be like the first day I get back in school, why am I not sleepy.. stuff like that. Then I thought, "What the heck." Then I just stopped trying to sleep then ate my breakfast. 

That's actually how I came up with starting this blog. My brain thinks too much I think I need to share it. But I know no one would ever want to hear my rants so I figured writing a blog would be for the best.
I actually came up with a few posts when I was lost in my thoughts this morning. So yeah, this first post is actually all about my messed up body clock.
Gah, I can almost see my blog's future... I don't think people would ever read it. 

Nevermind. I still have problems to think about.

Why am I still not sleepy?