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Temporary. That one single word best describes my life these last few years. I’m working at a temporary job until I can finally break free. I’m my little brother’s temporary mother since our mom doesn’t give a crap about either of us. And I’m that temporary girl all the guys want to get with because I give it up so easily. According to the rumors, at least.
But now I’m the temporary girlfriend of Drew Callahan, college football legend and all around golden guy. He’s beautiful, sweet—and he’s hiding way more secrets than I am. He’s brought me into this fake life where everyone seems to hate me. And everyone seems to want something from him. The only thing he seems to want though is…
Me.
I don’t know what to believe anymore. All I know is, I think Drew needs me. And I want to be there for him.
Lost. That one single word best describes my life at this very moment. I lost the last games of the season and both my team and my coach blame me. I lost the last two months because I drowned in my own despair like a complete loser. And I lost the only girl who ever mattered because I was afraid being with me would destroy her.
But now I realize how truly lost I am without her. She has become my story…and even though she acts like she’s moved on, I know she still thinks about me just as much as I think about her. She’s beautiful, sweet—and so damn vulnerable, all I want to do is help her. Be there for her.
Love her…
If only I could convince Fable to give me a second chance. Then I wouldn’t feel so lost anymore, and neither would she. We could be found together.
Forever.
Too caught up.
That's how I actually felt when I was reading these books. Drew and Fable is a perfect not-perfect couple and I just love getting sucked into their story.
"I'm in love with a jerky asshole and damn, that's painful to admit."
What started as a job turned out to be a twisted but insanely good fairy tale between them. These two had definitely been through a lot but somehow they saved each other from all of those bad things between them.
The ending of the first book was definitely heart breaking but it had a good impact in the second book because Drew somehow changed and now that he's known what it was like to be without Fable, he would never let her go.
For a passion that's
Able to shine like ours
Blessed are we to
Love
Each other
I loved how the story had even good and bad events. How the amount of bad things that happened to them was just enough. Not like others I've read that the author is like punishing the characters so much it makes me want to pull my hair out.
"I love you. You know that, right?"
I frown. "Yeah, I know. I love you too. Lots."
"Lots?"
"Mega lots."
"Sounds like a discount store."
I also loved the characters very much. Drew and Fable had their fair share of messed up lives but they understand each other and they never gave up on each other. Fable is an amazing, independent and a very responsible woman and I adore her very much for understanding Drew. I liked that Drew isn't your usual cocky and arrogant football jock. I loved how he opened up to Fable and that he really cared so much for her. I also like their playful moments and when they are teasing each other. ;)
Drew is...
Delicious
Real
Extra sexy and...
Wonderful
Even though Owen is somewhat screwed up too, he is a very protective little brother and I love his and Fable's closeness. I liked Andy's character too even though Drew mentioned him as a cold person, he turned out to be a very understanding person in the end. But their mothers however, I did not like them one bit. Man! Adele is a sick person! I was surprised at that one part where we got to see from Adele's point of view. I wanted to strangle her then push her in front of a moving train! Haha. She does bring out a violent streak in people.
I was deceived by the cover and this book was definitely not what I expected but if this was ever going to have another book, I would gladly read it 'cause I love these characters so much. :) But if ever this is going to be the last, that would be okay too because I think the ending was already perfect :)
My life is pointless.
At least when it's summer, it is.
I don't actually have a long summer. I have like 4 weeks because I'm one of those unfortunate college students who studies in a school which has quarters instead of semesters. So we study almost all-year long. Yeah. I don't really regret it... okay, kind of. But every summer, I don't really do anything. So I figured that 4 weeks of vacation is better than more days to spend doing nothing.
And by doing nothing I mean -- spending hours and hours in front of the computer, lounging in front of the television looking for something worth your time to watch, not really sleeping at all, looking for something to eat every few hours.. or minutes. Yeah, my life is pointless.
Wait, let me talk to you about my sleeping problems because I'm amazed at myself for this. I don't really remember the first night this summer I slept late. All I know is that night after night, I always slept past midnight.. even way after midnight. Then I started sleeping at 4 am... then at 5 am... then at 6 am... then I usually woke up at 3 pm. One time, I started to read a book for me to feel sleepy, but I didn't, and I actually finished it, lol. I broke my waking up record last week (It was 4 pm and I'm still wearing my jammies, lol). But today, I broke my sleeping record. Actually, I haven't slept yet. And it's already 9 am. I don't know why, I just couldn't sleep. I was, again, reading a book to feel sleepy but I just couldn't. Then I stopped reading and looked at the ceiling instead... I was looking at it for two hours but my brain doesn't stop thinking and I wasn't near sleepy. I was thinking about the last book I read, what I will do tomorrow when I woke up, what would it be like the first day I get back in school, why am I not sleepy.. stuff like that. Then I thought, "What the heck." Then I just stopped trying to sleep then ate my breakfast.
That's actually how I came up with starting this blog. My brain thinks too much I think I need to share it. But I know no one would ever want to hear my rants so I figured writing a blog would be for the best.
I actually came up with a few posts when I was lost in my thoughts this morning. So yeah, this first post is actually all about my messed up body clock.
Gah, I can almost see my blog's future... I don't think people would ever read it.
Nevermind. I still have problems to think about.
Why am I still not sleepy?
